Guest Naturist Website By: Jessica Marie
First-Time Nudist – If you asked me to join a nudist club a year ago, I ‘d have already been out the door quicker than you would have even started to take your clothes away. Why? Because I ‘ve been incredibly self conscious my entire life. Starting in middle school, I’d consistently attempted to fit in.
I joined cheerleading, the town dancing group, gymnastics, and the school band. But even after all of these efforts at being a part of http://modestperson.com/views/not-having-to-wear-those-annoying-bikinis-or-swimsuits.php , I was always the odd man out. I always saw myself as a little too chubby, a little too clumsy, a little less flexible, and much less organized as everyone else as I approached my amateur years.
It was in high school where I finally found my area, but I was still uncomfortable in my own body, so becoming naked was far down on my list of things to do. In reality, it was not on the list at all. After all, I was seventeen, barely five-feet tall, and (gasp) a size A cup.
Even now, after college, not much has changed. Even recently, I was still terrified to take my top off in front of anyone for fear they might see my just existent love handles and my little breasts. And then I met someone whom I ‘ll refer to as Bryan.
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I first met Bryan through a website, and when we finally decided to meet in person, it was no secret to me that he was completely comfortable being unclothed and not a first time nudist like me. After a month approximately of getting to know him, he asked me if I wanted to go to a naturist event held by FKK at Juniper Woods. Since it was FKK coordinating the occasion, I learned that young people would be attending. I automatically said yes to the invitation since I was already comfortable around Bryan. I had zero idea what I was getting myself into.
A week passed and all the while, Bryan and I were hyping up how trendy the occasion would be. And then the day to go came. I packed my things, he picked me up from my house, and we made our way to the Catskills. The first half of the automobile ride was wonderful as we sang and I watched the lovely countryside pass by the window. And then we passed a sign for the Rocking Horse Ranch, where we had school camping trips when I was younger.
I tried envisioning a camping trip with all the kids I went to school with getting nude, and all I could think of was how judgmental they’d be. I freaked out. I began hyperventilating. I couldn’t believe I was actually going to get nude in front of folks I didn’t understand. How many would be there? Should I just wear short pants? What about my little boobs? I should undoubtedly wear my hair down in front of them. Oh, and I’m going to need to suck in my stomach. Bryan talked me out of one anxiety attack after another. I soon learned I ‘d nothing to bother about.
We eventually pulled up to your large gate with a sign in front with buzzer. Bryan spoke into a box saying we were here for the FKK occasion. I sat there unable to talk or go. The gates started to go after some time, and shortly before our auto was a middle-aged woman, completely naked, sitting in a golf-cart. I believed it was amusing. I hadn’t seen too many naked people outside in the open like that before.
After we finished filling out some paper work, we drove down to our camping area where Bryan sat up the tent. I attempted helping as much as I could but my mind began racing again as the only thing left for me to do was get naked. And there was no turning back. After all, if I only sat at our campsite fully clothed, I ‘d, once more, be the odd-person outside.
It was then I realized that if I didn’t strip down within the next five minutes, I was likely not going to do it at all. So, when the tent was finally up, I went inside and got end-freakin’-nude. It was a strange feeling being totally nude outside. It wasn’t really so awful, I thought. But the real test of my new found courage would be facing all of these complete strangers.
When Bryan was done getting naked, we walked down to some tented place where the nudies were body painting. Bryan introduced me to a couple of them and told them I was a first-time naturist and that it was my first time at a FKK (or any) naturist occasion. And before I understood it, I had a group of folks coming over to meet me.
Everyone was incredibly friendly, and although I was still nervous, I began to feel more comfortable. They were not like the folks who I went to school with who I knew would have been eyeing me up and down. Instead, my new friends were giving me comforting grins and waves. I looked around the small group of young naturism gallery were all different shapes and sizes and they were so comfortable within their own skin. I knew at that moment the feelings they’d were what I desired.
It was in that moment when I finally allow all of my guards down and declared to the world, I’m Jessica!
The weekend was likely one of many greatest of my life. I got body painted, went to some bonfire, danced, went swimming and hot-tubbing. But most importantly, I was starting to see past my insecurities and in my own skin I felt, to be honest and cliched, liberated and so quite free. I was slowly but surely learning to love everything about myself, even my little breasts and love handles.
In this, in learning to accept who I ‘m on the outside, I can fully concentrate and love my whole man, both inside and out. And this change occurred with the help of everyone there. I understand if everyone wasn’t so incredibly pleasant and welcoming and totally and utterly non-critical, I would have never kept my clothing away, and I wouldn’t have believed everything that I had experienced.
My first nudie experience was only a couple months ago, and since that time, I ‘ve been going to every naturist occasion that I can. Through Naturist Portal, I have made incredible friends, and the old insecure Jessica is slowly becoming only a shadow of my past.
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Guest Naturist Website By: Jessica Marie